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i dont know why.
Its hard to say this, its so hard.
Its like im pierced inside.
Deep down, it hurts.
I dont know what. Lack of love?
Its crazy, and i think its a bit weird
Its inappropriate to say it here.
Never have obsessed infatuations, they drive you nuts.
Never venture into places filled with lovebirds, it makes you feel like a dead bird.
Never listen to romantic songs or touching movies,
seriously they bring you to another world.

O Lvls is finally over. Goshh. happy? yes.
i just looked through my old stuff,
honestly, i dont know what happened to me then
from a boy crazy person in whitley to someone who never looked at guys in pl.
and then you came in my way, you had to.
i let you go. i made it happen.
im happy you are happy with who you are now. im glad.
glad i didnt make the wrong turn.
and now im just thinkin of that OBS guy.
not good to reveal people's names here, so i should stop eh.
this crush aint going away.
gosh, since sec 3, after OBS.
ahh but there is no possibility that he would look my way.
Crush, does remind me of him. how stupid. i should stop.
i should be just living with the flow, dont make my move.
Is it real or just another crush? indecisive.

Open the door to my way, have a ferriswheel fantasy with me.

We are on the road to freedom.
Just 4 more papers
Pure Lit 1 and 2, Chem 1 and Bio 1
And then, woosh.
So keep holding on.
Lucky im not taking tamil. haha unlike someone.
tamil is just so not my niche subject.
prom is coming up,
and here i am not exercising. lol.

Love is just like a classroom.
The class waits for the teacher to pick the student.
"Pick me, pick me," thats what everyone say.
We raise our hands, hoping to be chosen.
Dismayed once the teacher picks the right student, hands fall.
Unhopefuls cry, tears streaming down their cheeks.
Similarly, she waits. Waits for the right one.
The teachers she had seen couldnt show her love.
They never liked her. The lessons she had with them were'nt proper.
She had wished it worked out, unfortunately it never did.
She scans the classroom. Too many classmates have left.
Its sad right. To see yourself being classified under the rejects.
She doesnt bother to raise up her hand anymore-it is too weak.
The right one comes in, and looks around to see hopefuls raise their hands.
But the teacher comes to her, looks her in her eye and tells her,
"you arent a reject, you are mine"

And thats the same thing you told me.
But how many other students have you told that to?

As i passed you the roses, i caught your smile.
Yes, look who is acting Gentlemanly - me or you?

I melted when you sang Closer to me
kissing you swiftly on the cheek, i blushed.
It just isnt right, I know
but i love you too.
its like finally someone shows me the way
the road to love, the path i have been searching for.
too many wasted crushes, too many hopes.
and there you lie, covered in the darkness of the cinema
holding me, whispering ' I love you'
Its funny how absurd love is, or should I say infatuation.
The last time i remembered infatuating over a friend,
it was so crazy. One sided love i call it.
It was love alright, i really liked that friend.
but now, i dont know if i really do feel that way about you.
I dont want to reject you, i dont want to, honestly.
I dont know if i want to commit, or let you hold me any longer.
I know i have flirted with alot of people. But with you,
things arent the same. its like-
We both flirt, hoping the other would recognise.
But, I dont want to flirt no more, im over it.
and you are a player, babe and you know it.
i dont want to be that doormat that you take when you need.
for now, i dont think i want to go the other side,
the grass is much greener here. you know what i mean,
This boils down to simply two words, "you choose".

Hoping you make a decision, i walk away
leaving the past to fend for itself

A memory of a lifetime.

Aaaahhh. Crap why am I back?
This hols have been really crazy, im missing everybody.
6 weeks to o levels. Talk about fast here.
I get to go out on Thursday, to watch WallE.
I hope i dont do anything crazy. Or make. Nvmind.
HAHA. I think ------ is the most hottest thing alive.
Nobody can match up to you. Im officially.. crap im not finishing.
I DONT WANT TO ADMIT IT. I should hide under a pillow or smth.
And go do some productive studying because honestly, chem isnt gettin into my brain.
i love colbyo- i think HE IS THE BOMB, after ------.
then neyo's closer makes me feel great and crazyyy.
Thursdayyyy please come quick. GO LISTEN TO WHAT YOU GOT--COLBYO.

When you sang that line, I told myself, next time I'm gonna kiss you.

IMPULSIVE. LOVESICK. INFATUATED. CRAZY.