O Lvls is finally over. Goshh. happy? yes.
i just looked through my old stuff,
honestly, i dont know what happened to me then
from a boy crazy person in whitley to someone who never looked at guys in pl.
and then you came in my way, you had to.
i let you go. i made it happen.
im happy you are happy with who you are now. im glad.
glad i didnt make the wrong turn.
and now im just thinkin of that OBS guy.
not good to reveal people's names here, so i should stop eh.
this crush aint going away.
gosh, since sec 3, after OBS.
ahh but there is no possibility that he would look my way.
Crush, does remind me of him. how stupid. i should stop.
i should be just living with the flow, dont make my move.
Is it real or just another crush? indecisive.

Open the door to my way, have a ferriswheel fantasy with me.