A symphony love note and the dance floor.

2008-11-22T06:13:00.000-08:00

HEY ALL.
I HAVE MOVED.
SO GO THERE AND ANTICIPATE MORE.
www.summer-crushes.blogspot.com
credits to santine!
HAVE FUN. ADIOS.

2008-11-16T05:26:00.000-08:00

i dont know why.
Its hard to say this, its so hard.
Its like im pierced inside.
Deep down, it hurts.
I dont know what. Lack of love?
Its crazy, and i think its a bit weird
Its inappropriate to say it here.
Never have obsessed infatuations, they drive you nuts.
Never venture into places filled with lovebirds, it makes you feel like a dead bird.
Never listen to romantic songs or touching movies,
seriously they bring you to another world.

2008-11-13T09:04:00.000-08:00

O Lvls is finally over. Goshh. happy? yes.
i just looked through my old stuff,
honestly, i dont know what happened to me then
from a boy crazy person in whitley to someone who never looked at guys in pl.
and then you came in my way, you had to.
i let you go. i made it happen.
im happy you are happy with who you are now. im glad.
glad i didnt make the wrong turn.
and now im just thinkin of that OBS guy.
not good to reveal people's names here, so i should stop eh.
this crush aint going away.
gosh, since sec 3, after OBS.
ahh but there is no possibility that he would look my way.
Crush, does remind me of him. how stupid. i should stop.
i should be just living with the flow, dont make my move.
Is it real or just another crush? indecisive.

Open the door to my way, have a ferriswheel fantasy with me.

2008-11-03T01:20:00.001-08:00

We are on the road to freedom.
Just 4 more papers
Pure Lit 1 and 2, Chem 1 and Bio 1
And then, woosh.
So keep holding on.
Lucky im not taking tamil. haha unlike someone.
tamil is just so not my niche subject.
prom is coming up,
and here i am not exercising. lol.

2008-09-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

Love is just like a classroom.
The class waits for the teacher to pick the student.
"Pick me, pick me," thats what everyone say.
We raise our hands, hoping to be chosen.
Dismayed once the teacher picks the right student, hands fall.
Unhopefuls cry, tears streaming down their cheeks.
Similarly, she waits. Waits for the right one.
The teachers she had seen couldnt show her love.
They never liked her. The lessons she had with them were'nt proper.
She had wished it worked out, unfortunately it never did.
She scans the classroom. Too many classmates have left.
Its sad right. To see yourself being classified under the rejects.
She doesnt bother to raise up her hand anymore-it is too weak.
The right one comes in, and looks around to see hopefuls raise their hands.
But the teacher comes to her, looks her in her eye and tells her,
"you arent a reject, you are mine"

And thats the same thing you told me.
But how many other students have you told that to?

As i passed you the roses, i caught your smile.
Yes, look who is acting Gentlemanly - me or you?

2008-09-09T21:17:00.000-07:00

I melted when you sang Closer to me
kissing you swiftly on the cheek, i blushed.
It just isnt right, I know
but i love you too.
its like finally someone shows me the way
the road to love, the path i have been searching for.
too many wasted crushes, too many hopes.
and there you lie, covered in the darkness of the cinema
holding me, whispering ' I love you'
Its funny how absurd love is, or should I say infatuation.
The last time i remembered infatuating over a friend,
it was so crazy. One sided love i call it.
It was love alright, i really liked that friend.
but now, i dont know if i really do feel that way about you.
I dont want to reject you, i dont want to, honestly.
I dont know if i want to commit, or let you hold me any longer.
I know i have flirted with alot of people. But with you,
things arent the same. its like-
We both flirt, hoping the other would recognise.
But, I dont want to flirt no more, im over it.
and you are a player, babe and you know it.
i dont want to be that doormat that you take when you need.
for now, i dont think i want to go the other side,
the grass is much greener here. you know what i mean,
This boils down to simply two words, "you choose".

Hoping you make a decision, i walk away
leaving the past to fend for itself

2008-09-02T06:06:00.000-07:00

A memory of a lifetime.

Aaaahhh. Crap why am I back?
This hols have been really crazy, im missing everybody.
6 weeks to o levels. Talk about fast here.
I get to go out on Thursday, to watch WallE.
I hope i dont do anything crazy. Or make. Nvmind.
HAHA. I think ------ is the most hottest thing alive.
Nobody can match up to you. Im officially.. crap im not finishing.
I DONT WANT TO ADMIT IT. I should hide under a pillow or smth.
And go do some productive studying because honestly, chem isnt gettin into my brain.
i love colbyo- i think HE IS THE BOMB, after ------.
then neyo's closer makes me feel great and crazyyy.
Thursdayyyy please come quick. GO LISTEN TO WHAT YOU GOT--COLBYO.

When you sang that line, I told myself, next time I'm gonna kiss you.

IMPULSIVE. LOVESICK. INFATUATED. CRAZY.

2008-08-29T09:26:00.000-07:00

IM BACK.
Im so sorry for the long hiatus, but who reads anyway.
Crap, Prelims have been killing me.
ENG MATH A MATH PURE LIT SS E GEOG PURE BIO AND CHEM
CRAZZZZYYYY. AHAAAAAAAAH.
Mrs Jacob talking about how we should toe the line.
Im tryna get some good out of all this. It makes no sense.
Wish I could be Boo Radley. A malevolent phantom and a recluse.
Hiding from the evils in this prejudiced society. Too much Lit.
Anyway, this year has been really great and yet crazy.
Yes, This year has been crazy. For once, i turned to the dark side.
Ah, no more. no more thinking of what life would be like with you.
I'VE MOVED ON.
And to be honest, im glad I got you guys.
Thanks for reading this- to kim and arch.
For everything and anything, my two confidante's.
From the to kill a mockingbird spoofs to lesson time confessions.
Im gonna miss it all. Thanks.

2007-12-08T21:37:00.000-08:00

they dont call us glam for nothing.

back once again. and finally bloggin.my BLOG IS SO DEAD.
thats why i hardly blog tho i came on the computer like a gazillion times.
pretty much occupied with facebook, even my friendster profile is LIKE DEAD.
the hols have been really RAINY. yes its been raining everytime, EVEN NOW.
its such a dull day.
outings have come and gone by, at least we had a gd class outing AND a clique outing!
meeting the netballers this wednesday for a game bt i have to leave early.
HUHHHHHHHHHHHH. its mum's plan to shop at johor. SIGH.
at least they are planning to keep us from gooing into the walls of boredom.
arch has left for cambodia so there isnt anyone to talk online tho.
homework left incomplete, DAMM.
the computer is so boring these days, there aint anything to do.
at least i had a movie marathon with my siblings and ACTUALLY went to the library to read. wish i was still playing netball tho.
and yes i have been exercising. running actually, with my bro.
SO NEXT YR IF YOU SEE A HOT BABE, IT MUST BE ME! HAHA XD

2007-11-15T05:09:00.000-08:00

The shattering noise can't be helped.

To begin with, i really have nothing to blog about.
peerlite camp is so over. finally no more KOK SAN.
mum and maid seem to have ganged up against me pestering to study.
do they not realise that their so called advice falls on DEAF ears?
the utter irony of it all. honestly. i mean i do understand their point of view.
but everytime when i watch tv? that's what i call EXTREME.
moving on-class outing was fine. it was GOOD.
vernissa was being a moron that i can say. she slapped me. i cant forget that.
we were like pretending to be husband and wife. haah XD
out of 40, arnd 20 came so it was'nt that bad to begin with. sentosa is great.
someday 3A3 should go there again. haha XDXD.
not really going out these days, this pic was taken after temple.
two cute litlle babies entertained me. lucky they came!
and i am all alone at home. sis is in india for sch trip, elder bro is at camp
and younger bro is always in sch.
thats why my ma dragged me to the temple. ALONE. but it was fine.
you see, wow i have blogged alot. i guess.

TAG REPLIES

Vernissa: WIFE! dont be a moron and stop SLAPPING ME! ahha XD i love you loads!OBS MORON! and dont learn tamil!
Huangy: it was FUN with you too! LOVE YOU!
Santine: I SAW the most hot looking person that day! guess who? at harbourfront! ahha oh my gosh, she is like DAMM HOT. ahah im being sacarstic!
Archie: my hair IS NICE OKAY??!!! sacarstic PIG! ahha XD
Gloria: hello moron! WO AII NIIII!! haha what the hell. LOL AH LIANXZXZXZ.

2007-11-05T05:13:00.000-08:00

The name that brings us close together. i miss OBS.

I dont think they know the definition of EMO,haha XD.

Me and Xiu Quan. haha XD

All we wanna do is find a way back into love. lol, i love that song. okay randomness.

Now he can really act emo. actually he is, dunno what im doing LOL.

me, yanlin, and jasslynn. morons XD
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talk abt EMO-ING. me, anusha and xiu quan. its pretty hard to act emo.

my emo friend and her mohawk hairstyle. credits to ME.

larissa, pra and anusha with joseph's legs. haha XD

mix and match.

CAMWHORE ADDICT.
yes once again, back after a long day. today was boring. ystd was FUN!
cycled and had fun at east coast. tried to celebrate jamie's and joseph's bday at KFC.
can you say failure? i can. haha we spilled drinks and tried to sneak out of KFC.
but it was fun. cycling is so fun! XD then beached like morons.
thats when i wanted to camwhore. so we took all the random shots.
these are the nicer ones. haha i decided to act emo so we all started takin emo shots.
it was so failure cause all i did was laugh. haiyyyooo XD
but oh well, fake emo-ing was fun! hope we do it sometime!
ANUSHA'S MOHAWK HAIR IS SO HOT. yes credits to me.
the wind was blowing in the right direction and i took photo of her without her knowing! im such a genius.
and she loved it! haha XD.
camwhoring is fun,lets do it again! YAY!

TAG REPLIES

Pearlynn: HELLO!!!
Cheryl: hello there JUNIOR! peerlite camp was fun with you! XD suree!
Yanlin: hehe XD. got some only lahh. haha lol DONE! just ask me if u need any pics!
Rich: richa yes i shall. i forgot to blog bout lit seminar and more! haha XD i shall do it soon!
Lili Smith: yes PRESIDANTE'! what are we waiting for? We shall soon begin! XD
Jessica: sure i shall! XDXD. HELLO THERE JUNIOR!
Huangy: i love lee huang loads! u were in my grp LION! i love you!
Rosey: miss you too! MAN WHEN U COMING??!!
Archie: EEYERRRRR! XD yikes EWWW. im filled with disguist! HAHA XD love you!
Momo: hello! ys i miss OBS like crazy! u shld have come for the outing! XD miss you!
Santine: i miss you man! haha XD rmb we gt an outing! ahha XD i think the whole way we will be calling each other GAY! ahah XD
Wai Synn: SURE! HELLO!